I know I have been quiet for the last month or so, not counting the music videos. It has been an all around challenging period, because I didn’t know what I should or could write about.

I was kind of bummed that I got stuck in my otherwise beloved Budapest when I feel like I should be home. There’s just so much to be done at home, but at the same time I realize this is a great opportunity for me to work through some issues in me that have been building up over the past month or so. Sometimes I need the distance from my regular life to be able to control those 3 and 4 letter abbreviations I’ve been living with. There have been lots of triggers in my life lately, and it took a lot of effort to keep me going… to keep me sane. I had to keep myself together because of my family.

Being in Budapest and not having anyone rely on me and not having a packed schedule, I had the chance to experience a minor melt down, and then build myself back up. Meeting someone, who, unknowingly, pulled me through helped a lot.

I still feel fragile and shaken by the events of the last month. But now, for a week, I’ve taken off my mask and continue to live and heal.

One Response to “Quiet”

  1. Bozót says:

    Are you still in town? You know, that package is still on my shelf…

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